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Hmmm, next sat i'll be celebrating my 21st birthday.Suddenly i felt very lost and uncertain though i know i have surrender everything to God but i still feel a little worry.Looking back,i have wasted my year and have not accomplish any of my goal. Sometimes i really feel very lousy of myself which i know i shouldn't feel this way. As i know i going back to study i wish that this time i will success in my study if not i really don't know how to face my family members.As i end my teenagehood and step into the adulthood there are a lot of things i have to learn so i pray that God will guide me and give me the strength, knowledge, wisdom in everything i do and i also pray that god will bless my family members with good health and in his hand everything is taken care.Amen.Anyway, i looking forward for next sat party